Post by Juliette Roisen on Apr 19, 2007 21:43:13 GMT -5
Sorry guys, but I probably will not be on too often, or rather actually post too often. I know I jsut joined and everything, and I feel terrible. But, it's just hard for me. I'm not realy in a good emotional state, and it's been a hard few weeks.
Three weeks ago today, at 3:27 p.m., one of my close friends passed away in a car crash. I swam with her for two years, and knew her pretty well(even if we did get in a fight at least once a week.) She was wonderful, adn a local newspaper did some wonderful articles on her, here:
courierpostonline.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20070331/NEWS01/703310339
courierpostonline.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20070404/NEWS01/704040360
courierpostonline.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20070403/NEWS01/704030356
Even better yet, one of my close friends on my current swim team is in the hospital. He had been having heart problems, and they finally found what was wrong: a tumor. He had open heart surgery the other day so I will most likely be at the hospital a bit with him. The horrible part is that he is only sixteen.
I'm also quite worried about the anniversity tomorrow. I know a lot of people at this one school who had already had a threat this week. Some of my friends were even included in the so-called "hit list." I know most of them will not be in school tomorrow, but I can not help being worried. That, and there is a huge sweet sixteen tomorrow ngiht, so I have no idea what will happen. I can not deal with losing another friend, not now.
So, I know this may be sad, but just remember these few things: They've gotten me through the last few weeks.
"God only takes the best"
" Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will. "
"Life s too short. Make everyday count. Laugh until you cant. Take risks, Be original. Dare to be different, Dont care what other people will think, and tell people how much they mean to you, because when you realize how much someone means to you. it will be too late."
"Live as if you'll die tomorrow, dream as if you'll live forever"
^Pretty much Ang's moto.
So, I'm really sorry, but I've been on the verge of complete breakdown the past few days or so. I'm so sorry, I thought roleplaying may help. However, swimming s the only thing keeping me semi-sane right now.
I will be on when I can. All support welcome.
~J/Juliet/Julianna
Three weeks ago today, at 3:27 p.m., one of my close friends passed away in a car crash. I swam with her for two years, and knew her pretty well(even if we did get in a fight at least once a week.) She was wonderful, adn a local newspaper did some wonderful articles on her, here:
courierpostonline.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20070331/NEWS01/703310339
courierpostonline.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20070404/NEWS01/704040360
courierpostonline.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20070403/NEWS01/704030356
Even better yet, one of my close friends on my current swim team is in the hospital. He had been having heart problems, and they finally found what was wrong: a tumor. He had open heart surgery the other day so I will most likely be at the hospital a bit with him. The horrible part is that he is only sixteen.
I'm also quite worried about the anniversity tomorrow. I know a lot of people at this one school who had already had a threat this week. Some of my friends were even included in the so-called "hit list." I know most of them will not be in school tomorrow, but I can not help being worried. That, and there is a huge sweet sixteen tomorrow ngiht, so I have no idea what will happen. I can not deal with losing another friend, not now.
So, I know this may be sad, but just remember these few things: They've gotten me through the last few weeks.
"God only takes the best"
" Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will. "
"Life s too short. Make everyday count. Laugh until you cant. Take risks, Be original. Dare to be different, Dont care what other people will think, and tell people how much they mean to you, because when you realize how much someone means to you. it will be too late."
"Live as if you'll die tomorrow, dream as if you'll live forever"
^Pretty much Ang's moto.
So, I'm really sorry, but I've been on the verge of complete breakdown the past few days or so. I'm so sorry, I thought roleplaying may help. However, swimming s the only thing keeping me semi-sane right now.
I will be on when I can. All support welcome.
~J/Juliet/Julianna
